I used to be chubby, lazy and gamer also otaku (anime fan) when I was 12.... I did not care if my grades are low but not as low as you think, lol, I always get line of 7 in math you know 77 78 79 and my teacher reported it to my mother and he said I have good grade on all subjects but not in math...
Grade 8
As I became a grade 8 student I met lot of friends that influenced me to study hard. I didn't noticed that my self was slowly changing as the day past by....
Grade 9
When I became a grade 9 student I've been placed to a star section, irony right?lol.This was the year I stopped playing video games addictedly. I became a student who study hard. The day where all changed.
Grade 10
Until when I graduated grade 10, the day I became a grade 10 completer with "honor" the day I fully changed my self... In the first place I did not expect to be an honor student coz it's so irony to be there, me who only do is to play video games who watched anime often who always did not care about my grades when I was grade 7 but now it all changed now I'm one of the honored student.
The present day
Now I'm a grade 11 student.. TVL-HE student on the first grading of first semester... I pressure my self to got high grades I became a student who is grade conscious. Until I became a top 1... Now I achieved something that I never did before I'm happy about it.... Whenever I have a low score on test I want to cry because it may lowered my grades I don't want my classmates to see me crying for just a score on test,so I just pretend that it's okay... But deep inside I want to cry.Until in the middle of semester I just realized something that I shouldn't pressure my self about my grades... That I should accept what I can do.. that no matter what I did I'll accept the result... That I shouldn't push my self so hard to have a good outcome.To be contented and to accept the grades that I can only do without pushing my self so so hard. Now is the day where new me will be free.
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