A scattered heart

Talking with you as the day and night passes by was the best. Waiting for your reply and waiting you seen my reply. It feels like my happiness with you won't end. It feels like we're the only one here in this planet. It feels like I want to be with you forever.

You said you loved me but what have you done! I thought we're honest and true to our selves but it turns out I'm the only one who's being honest to each other. You're just fooling me around. Those happiness I felt before weren't for me after all, it was just an act to tricked me.

I trusted you yet you tricked me. I can't give again my trust to you. You destroyed it once so you're gonna destroy it again. Now I'm doubting you!
And now I don't know how to feel again the bliss that I felt before. I'm such a fool for trusting you.

Sadness is now overwhelming me. I'm such a fool!!!!!! A fool that fell from such a mere tricked. You said I'm different yet it was all true because I'm easy to be tricked. I'm such an idiot for trusting you and being fluttered with your flowery words. I'm such mere fool for hurting myself for such girl like you!

I'm such an idiot and after all I didn't get a chance to see your face.