Dooms gloom

I'm a jester to you
Yet I'm a nuisance too
I like the way I do
I just want to be happy too

A glee face flew
A gloom smile drew
A sob's tears blew
Then I'll drink some brew

What should I do.
My heart ache much as I do
My tears wept, I don't know what to do
I'm getting drowned help me  too

I want to feel the bliss
I'm slowly turning into cliche
Get me rid of this, please...
It is Cursed by the witch

Days and night pass through my loneliness
This is not the best
I want to feel the bless
But my life is a whole mess